TRUST. LOVE. TRIBE. HOME
WHAT I DON'T HAVE
Time. I am always behind, always chasing the 15 minutes that I lost somehow and can't get back. 'Sorry for being late' is trending in 2022 in my life. While I wish so much it would be 'I have nowhere else to be today than being here with you.' Time used to flow in my perception. Now it is boxed in 30-minute slots and I micromanage any second of that to stay on top of what I feel needs to be done asap, yesterday, EOD. I have to-do lists that are to-dos on other to-do lists. I don't have the feeling of accomplishment at the end of a day anymore.
WHAT I HAVE BUT DON'T WANT
Worries. I worry all the time. And if I don't have worries, I worry about that. Currently, I am on an absolute high. I co-founded my second company Femture, and it's going super, super well. So well that I am anxiously anticipating, waiting for the moment the rollercoaster reaches its peak, and I am rushing downhill again. Why am I like this? I get frustrated with myself. I want to be able to stay present, enjoy what I have achieved, and let go of these thoughts.
WHAT I HAVE
I have so much in my life. TRUST. I trust in myself. I trust that everything has a meaning. I trust that everything will be fine. LOVE. I have the inner knowing that I am loved and that I have the ability to love, which is the most powerful force in my life. TRIBE. I have a tribe with me on this journey that I can lean on. It's the backbone of my career. HOME. I have chosen a partner that's home to me—safe, warm, and loving.
WHAT DON'T YOU HAVE?
WHAT DO YOU HAVE BUT DON'T WANT?
WHAT DO YOU HAVE?
WHAT I WANT FOR THE REST OF 2022
Me-moments. I want to create more me-time. Catch a few minutes here and there to sit still, be present, feel everything. I commit to creating more moments that allow me to appreciate what was, what's here, and what's coming. Not letting time be my enemy but cherish every second I can get for myself because I now know how special that is.
TO MASTER THE ART OF ME-TIME.